I have this prayer in the front cover of my Bible. I used to pray it often, I havent in a long time. I will begin praying this and asking for the grace of God to help me live this pray out. Helping me to love God because his Love is better than life. Learning not to try and conform God into what I want God to look like. As Paul preached - "I preach Christ crucified" that is the way of the cross - But the end of the story is this ; Jesus Won - He Wins
Therefore God exalted him to the highest place
and gave him the name that is above every name
that at the name of Jesus every knee shall bow
and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord
to the glory of God the Father.
As so Dear Father:
I am no longer my own, but yours, put me to what you will
rank me with whom you will; put me to doing, put me to suffering
let me be employed by you or laid aside for you, exalted for you,
brought down low for you; let me be full, let me be empty
let me have all things, let me have nothing; I freely and heartily
yield all things to your pleasure and disposal.
And now glorious and blessed God the Father, Son and Holy Spirit,
you are mine and I am yours
So be it,
And this covenant which I have made on earth be ratified in heaven.
Only through the blood and power of Jesus
Amen